Ok so looking over my things I was swamped with' OMG LADY C where did you gooo!' notes. I admit I disappeared on purpose. I honestly lost the will to draw and set my pencils, paper, digital tablet and other things aside. I focused on being a mother and almost forgot the joy of my art. Till last night I was angry beyond all hell and decided I needed a venting outlet.

I actually started a blog and while typing and not caring if anyone ever reads the damn thing I realized over the passed year or more I stopped alot of things I loved to make my family happy. Hell what was I thinking?! No wonder I ho hummed over the video games I played and rolled my eyes at the online movie streams. Yawning from boredom and exhaustion from the new addition of twins I just had last month on the 5th. Realizing I focused on everyone's problems but my own.

New year and a new out look hopefully I can finally tackled my horrible attention span and work on my art. I use to eat, sleep, and drink it! And worked damn hard for realism to the point I wanted people to wonder if it was 3D ...or a painting.

Hello new year! Hopefully SOPA wont kill this site now that I found my ambition back. And it only took two beautiful twin babies to make me realize I was doing everything in my life for the wrong reasons.

~ Lady C (back from the grave and to the drawing board and blogger on the side)